A Year of Manifested Greatness!

365 days + 1….2012 has come to an end. The year definitely made its mark in the history books; from unprecedented tragedy to just as extraordinary triumphs, we all were on a roller coaster ride filled with ups and downs. Moments that stretched our faith and challenged what we could fathom possible for ourselves; moments that caused us to shed the cocoon of fear that kept us as sleeping caterpillars long awaiting the manifested dreams of our transformed selves; moments of hope that allowed us to connect with other beautiful souls that will continue to be the wind of love beneath our wings of courage as we take on new life. Yes….2012 was quite a year.

This is the time where we are all reflecting on the things that we have overcome and the memories that we have stored all while planning for the New Year…what we hope to get rid of, do more of, create, build, gain, restore. It all begins today.

As I sit here in my new home, which I just moved into yesterday, I bear a tremendous amount of gratitude for all that was in the last year. The lessons learned have been absolutely priceless. 366 days ago I began a journey to make a declaration everyday that reflected that which I wanted to see manifested in my daily life. I went into the year with the determination to embrace the purpose of my life and accept the promises of God that I so eloquently spoke of and encouraged others to pursue. Daily I declared “I AM WORTHY. I AM equipped. GOD’S plan IS at work in my life. And I AM occupying my purpose.”

I had to realize that I struggled with feeling that I could not accomplish my dreams and goals because somehow I wasn’t worthy of them. Or that I couldn’t have certain opportunities because I somehow didn’t have what it takes. I prayed to God, yet I wasn’t so sure that what I was going through was HIS plan for me, and that somehow I had interrupted that plan and my purpose was now obsolete.

*wipes brow* WHEW! Thank GOD He is in control and not me. If we were in control we would be passing out the death sentence for stepping on an ant wouldn’t we!?!?!?

Throughout the year I experienced the very essence of the words that I declared every day. There were moments that left me completely in awe of God’s grace and love, but I will admit that there were some moments where I found myself wondering why such crazy, inconvenient, unfortunate things had to happen.

I learned so much about myself and have definitely learned to appreciate ME more during this time. I am so grateful that I can accept the greatness inside of me as a right and not as an added bonus for good behavior. Even more so, I am grateful for understanding that living out loud is ok. Being the great, talented, fabulous person I was created to be gives way for others to do the same because I am an example of the possibilities in not being afraid to live.

It has taken me all of my life to really understand the meaning of SELF-CONFIDENCE. Sure we all know the definition of the term, but do we truly know how to LIVE in it? To TRULY be conscious of our own power and ability is the greatest gift we can ever give to ourselves, our loved ones….the world. We owe no one anything for the realization of self. It is our simple consciousness of our power; our love; our light in this great spectrum of life that allows us to dwell in and embrace the significance of our creation.

I AM worthy of every experience…every opportunity…every blessing…every miracle because it is God’s plan for me to live a life filled with examples of His love and grace. I AM equipped for the possibilities and challenges in life because I embrace the opportunity for growth in them all. God’s plan IS at work in my life because He is in control and even my biggest mistake couldn’t change His mind about the plan He created for me. And, yes, I AM occupying my purpose as I LIVE and share my love…my light…my life.

Declaration 365, try it for yourself and see what manifests for you this year.

Happy New Year!

  

Peaks & Valleys

So after I wrote the last post I experienced a calm that was truly divine. Much like a father does, it was like God let me have my little tantrum while all the while He was preparing a blessing for me. As I went through the next week and a half I also realized something about myself…I AM A CHRONIC OVER ACHIEVER.

*Gasp* *Waits for the crowd to settle*

YES! I am constantly looking for more from myself so much so that I will flat out have anxiety about the slightest things. I mean, I literally could stress over choosing the right type of red cocktail napkin for a Super Bowl Party. In my effort to be the best and do my best I can often stress and become a bystander damaged by my own emotions.  

In those times when we find ourselves getting discouraged, overwhelmed, upset, anxious, etc. we have to learn how to take a step back and see a situation for what it is. It is natural for us to experience stress at some point, but sometimes our emotions are not warranted. Knowing when to let go, walk away, or just simply be still is just as important and essential as your zeal to succeed. Some things work themselves out and your stressing over them won’t change anything other than your blood pressure.

And honey…IT IS SO NOT THAT SERIOUS!

The journey that we are on to live out our purpose comes with some peaks and valleys that could possibly make the Grand Canyon look like flat terrain. But your ability to endure, embracing and learning from every mistake along the way, is what keeps you climbing. After a while you will realize that your current position is the peak of your last valley…and in looking back you’ve already accomplished greatness just by staying on the path.

Learn to celebrate your little victories along the way. If you waited until you reached your mountain top to pat yourself on the back your focus will only be on the fact that you made it to the top thereby overshadowing the fact that you weathered a storm, conquered a fear, learned a new skill, sacrificed your very life, gained strength, developed confidence, and overcame that looming habit of giving up. Each step has been a victory that makes the accomplishment of reaching your final destination intimately divine and full of purpose.

  So go ahead….take the next step. 

 

The Audacity of Tenacity

Tenacity can sometimes come across as desperation to those who witness your efforts to accomplish your greatest goals. The difference between being tenacious and being desperate is confidence vs. compromise. The two often look identical, but with a closer eye it is evident that while they share the same source they are clearly fraternal.

When you’re desperate you compromise who you are and the sacrifices that you make are often foolish and unprofitable. You do things that will only temporarily satisfy and very seldom turn out good in the end. Desperation can lead you in the path of destruction and end in your demise, much like the unsuspecting moth drawn to the flame.

When you’re tenacious you will stand in the face of a challenge with an “all or nothing” approach, confidently prepared to fail. *Record scratches* FAIL?!?!? Yes, FAIL! Tenacity is the instinct that causes you to approach the edge of impossible, fearlessly step off the ledge, and all the while saying “if I perish, I perish”. Tenacity is the energy drink of perseverance that keeps you awake at night; the Kleenex of hope that wipe your tears of frustration; and the Band-Aid of faith that covers the wounds of discouragement.

When you are desperate you operate in fear and you settle for what is “good enough”. You are always in survival mode and there is no pleasure in your pursuit. Focus escapes you. And in the name of passion you become a predator to your goal, ultimately ambushing your purpose, and sabotaging your success. When you are desperate it is sensed by those around you giving them the subconscious “green light” to take advantage of you.

When you are tenacious you are fearless... and bold…and ready! You don’t settle for less than you KNOW you can have, you approach every opportunity with a “Can Do” attitude, and you leave everyone wondering “where did they come from”. When you are tenacious you act in faith with confidence that your “gift” will make room for you and bring greatness to you. But do not get it twisted, the “bull dog” mentality that comes along with tenacity can often result in you moving too quickly and having to pull at your reigns.

Here’s the deal breaker…you have to learn how to possess a healthy balance of both…you have to be desperately tenacious. This is when you are focused on your goal and will stop at nothing to accomplish it; you take calculated risks with the understanding that “what appears today to be a sacrifice will prove instead to be the greatest investment that you will ever make”; you are humble enough to be open to any opportunity that comes your way, but confident enough to say NO to those without promise; and you rise up to meet every challenge, embracing the lessons in your mistakes, and leave the mark of a quiet storm that no one ever saw coming.

The opportunities that I have had thus far have been great! I have gone after every one of them with a relentless determination, for I am desperate to live out my potential. I have sacrificed greatly for some of the opportunities, so much so that I have even given myself the ‘side eye’ at times…but I am tenacious in my pursuit. I refuse to give up! I have met MANY challenges…but I know if I don’t quit, I’ll win. I have not been too good for any role, because sometimes your breakthrough moment comes in cleaning up someone else’s mess. God has allowed me to connect with some of the greatest in the game and for this I am both grateful and humbled. I am even more grateful for those He has placed along the path to help keep me going: those who doubt that I am going to succeed and those who won’t let me give up; those who scoff at my efforts and those who help me up when things don’t go so right…after all, He did say let the wheat and the tare grow together.