365 days + 1….2012 has come to an end. The year definitely
made its mark in the history books; from unprecedented tragedy to just as extraordinary
triumphs, we all were on a roller coaster ride filled with ups and downs.
Moments that stretched our faith and challenged what we could fathom possible
for ourselves; moments that caused us to shed the cocoon of fear that kept us
as sleeping caterpillars long awaiting the manifested dreams of our transformed
selves; moments of hope that allowed us to connect with other beautiful souls
that will continue to be the wind of love beneath our wings of courage as we
take on new life. Yes….2012 was quite a year.
This is the time where we are all reflecting on the things
that we have overcome and the memories that we have stored all while planning
for the New Year…what we hope to get rid of, do more of, create, build, gain,
restore. It all begins today.
As I sit here in my new home, which I just moved into
yesterday, I bear a tremendous amount of gratitude for all that was in the last
year. The lessons learned have been absolutely priceless. 366 days ago I began
a journey to make a declaration everyday that reflected that which I wanted to
see manifested in my daily life. I went into the year with the determination to
embrace the purpose of my life and accept the promises of God that I so
eloquently spoke of and encouraged others to pursue. Daily I declared “I AM
WORTHY. I AM equipped. GOD’S plan IS at work in my life. And I AM occupying my
purpose.”
I had to realize that I struggled with feeling that I could
not accomplish my dreams and goals because somehow I wasn’t worthy of them. Or
that I couldn’t have certain opportunities because I somehow didn’t have what
it takes. I prayed to God, yet I wasn’t so sure that what I was going through
was HIS plan for me, and that somehow I had interrupted that plan and my
purpose was now obsolete.
*wipes brow* WHEW! Thank GOD He is in control and not me. If
we were in control we would be passing out the death sentence for stepping on
an ant wouldn’t we!?!?!?
Throughout the year I experienced the very essence of the
words that I declared every day. There were moments that left me completely in
awe of God’s grace and love, but I will admit that there were some moments
where I found myself wondering why such crazy, inconvenient, unfortunate things
had to happen.
I learned so much about myself and
have definitely learned to appreciate ME more during this time. I am so
grateful that I can accept the greatness inside of me as a right and not as an
added bonus for good behavior. Even more so, I am grateful for understanding that
living out loud is ok. Being the great, talented, fabulous person I was created
to be gives way for others to do the same because I am an example of the
possibilities in not being afraid to live.
It has taken me all of my life to really understand the
meaning of SELF-CONFIDENCE. Sure we all know the definition of the term, but do
we truly know how to LIVE in it? To TRULY be conscious of our own power and
ability is the greatest gift we can ever give to ourselves, our loved ones….the
world. We owe no one anything for the realization of self. It is our simple
consciousness of our power; our love; our light in this great spectrum of life that
allows us to dwell in and embrace the significance of our creation.
I AM worthy of every experience…every opportunity…every blessing…every
miracle because it is God’s plan for me to live a life filled with examples of
His love and grace. I AM equipped for the possibilities and challenges in life
because I embrace the opportunity for growth in them all. God’s plan IS at work
in my life because He is in control and even my biggest mistake couldn’t change
His mind about the plan He created for me. And, yes, I AM occupying my purpose as
I LIVE and share my love…my light…my life.
Declaration 365, try it for yourself and see what manifests
for you this year.
Happy New Year!
